.°• ` [PART 1/4]
I don’t think I made a proper update on my life since i came back to qweek (at last im trying) sooo I took this resume from my channel - where i usually post stuff, ill let the link in my linktree or down this post bc...why not? :3 - and will try to make an update of the update. Its been a while since i sent this soo yeah :3
What happened from March to may? Well: (I left bc i got grounded)
I got grounded bc I was texting my girl and dad demanded to see what i was doing...........sooooo i turned off and denied. He took it and put in his locker at work until a while ago TwT
I finay got back after some long and exhausting whining....
- Oh Starlit, why not showing him what you were doing?
Well, if you really wanted to never see me again, you should have said earlier! Why not show my kinda homophobic dad all my gay stuff, web friends, alterhuman sillies and literally social life and emotional resources bc he said so!?? :D coolio :3
I hate hidding, but what else am I supposed to do not like i made a whole fucking presentation and his main point was family values and morals...oh well 😗 its not I'm a liar, im just tired trying to show parts of my life they will destroy for fun
In general, now for the good things other than just complaining...things are doing nice! I'm realizing a lot of stuff about myself and trying to do smt about it. It's still complicated, i can't really do much about my situation and mental state as it depends a lot on stability and continuous efforts, smt I don't have, but i do what i can... (Kinda personal, but not SERIOUS. I'm thinking abt reaching public ressources for mental health one I'm 18, I'm tired of not having my process respected bc of my age or monetary funds (sometimes is this and im not angry bc like...therapy is expensive, but i mean like "you cant do that forever, when you will 'be better?'") So ill start it myself and in a way they cannot interfere)
I'm struggling a bit in the Puppygirls mod team...I'm not a good mod, im not online often and im also not good dealing with the social issues...I fear maybe my responses are too childish or inadequate? Idk...tbh i shouldn't even be in the mod team :v but whatever...
I don’t think I made a proper update on my life since i came back to qweek (at last im trying) sooo I took this resume from my channel - where i usually post stuff, ill let the link in my linktree or down this post bc...why not? :3 - and will try to make an update of the update. Its been a while since i sent this soo yeah :3
What happened from March to may? Well: (I left bc i got grounded)
I got grounded bc I was texting my girl and dad demanded to see what i was doing...........sooooo i turned off and denied. He took it and put in his locker at work until a while ago TwT
I finay got back after some long and exhausting whining....
- Oh Starlit, why not showing him what you were doing?
Well, if you really wanted to never see me again, you should have said earlier! Why not show my kinda homophobic dad all my gay stuff, web friends, alterhuman sillies and literally social life and emotional resources bc he said so!?? :D coolio :3
I hate hidding, but what else am I supposed to do not like i made a whole fucking presentation and his main point was family values and morals...oh well 😗 its not I'm a liar, im just tired trying to show parts of my life they will destroy for fun
In general, now for the good things other than just complaining...things are doing nice! I'm realizing a lot of stuff about myself and trying to do smt about it. It's still complicated, i can't really do much about my situation and mental state as it depends a lot on stability and continuous efforts, smt I don't have, but i do what i can... (Kinda personal, but not SERIOUS. I'm thinking abt reaching public ressources for mental health one I'm 18, I'm tired of not having my process respected bc of my age or monetary funds (sometimes is this and im not angry bc like...therapy is expensive, but i mean like "you cant do that forever, when you will 'be better?'") So ill start it myself and in a way they cannot interfere)
I'm struggling a bit in the Puppygirls mod team...I'm not a good mod, im not online often and im also not good dealing with the social issues...I fear maybe my responses are too childish or inadequate? Idk...tbh i shouldn't even be in the mod team :v but whatever...
.°• ` [PART 1/4]
I don’t think I made a proper update on my life since i came back to qweek (at last im trying) sooo I took this resume from my channel - where i usually post stuff, ill let the link in my linktree or down this post bc...why not? :3 - and will try to make an update of the update. Its been a while since i sent this soo yeah :3
What happened from March to may? Well: (I left bc i got grounded)
I got grounded bc I was texting my girl and dad demanded to see what i was doing...........sooooo i turned off and denied. He took it and put in his locker at work until a while ago TwT
I finay got back after some long and exhausting whining....
- Oh Starlit, why not showing him what you were doing?
Well, if you really wanted to never see me again, you should have said earlier! Why not show my kinda homophobic dad all my gay stuff, web friends, alterhuman sillies and literally social life and emotional resources bc he said so!?? :D coolio :3
I hate hidding, but what else am I supposed to do not like i made a whole fucking presentation and his main point was family values and morals...oh well 😗 its not I'm a liar, im just tired trying to show parts of my life they will destroy for fun
In general, now for the good things other than just complaining...things are doing nice! I'm realizing a lot of stuff about myself and trying to do smt about it. It's still complicated, i can't really do much about my situation and mental state as it depends a lot on stability and continuous efforts, smt I don't have, but i do what i can... (Kinda personal, but not SERIOUS. I'm thinking abt reaching public ressources for mental health one I'm 18, I'm tired of not having my process respected bc of my age or monetary funds (sometimes is this and im not angry bc like...therapy is expensive, but i mean like "you cant do that forever, when you will 'be better?'") So ill start it myself and in a way they cannot interfere)
I'm struggling a bit in the Puppygirls mod team...I'm not a good mod, im not online often and im also not good dealing with the social issues...I fear maybe my responses are too childish or inadequate? Idk...tbh i shouldn't even be in the mod team :v but whatever...
