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I was really considering leaving, but the team is small and we need help, i dont want to overwhelm our best mod, as she's basically running the server herself....I'm trying to be online and all, but its complicated...I'll give the support i can for now and when the team is strong enough i would prefeer leaving... (I'm still there but nothing has been happening, the community is ok, and ig I should bring the puppygirls word to qweek 😈)
Studies? I was so hyped for start studying for ENEM and do great and go to a great college but...its almost mid year and nothing...........
I feel overwhelmed every time i try to study...idk where to start, idk the past contents i missed...i fear i will fail even if i make effort...i feel exhausted even before starting...they said they wont "talk about it anymore"/remind me like if i was just lazy, but nooo i didn't planned my whole year for this stupid damn test...oh well...
Now I'm by myself, and tbh? I'll study just to piss them off...ill do great and shove on their faces bc i can't stand continue having my decisions and capacity questioned ALL THE FUCKING TIME! I'm not stupid, im not a child anymore...i don't say this bc "i know everything" but bc i know i do have knowledge at this point to at last have an opinion on things regarding to me... (Idk....I'm still feeling overwhelmed, but now i really have to try...already did my subscription so...yeah...good luck for me....)
The same goes for socials...ig that just bc "you don't agree" (fuck your agreement) on someone's identity, doesn't give you any right to exclude them...i feel tired, i can't see my friends, i can't say abt the ppl i love and act care for me without demanding me the world back just bc of damn blood whatever...i miss my friends and the ppl i love...i wish i could be there more often but i cant even text bc if he demands to see im fucked...or a whole essay abt where i met them or whatever...online friends? Prob a predator talking about literally anything with me to do smt...
Im not stupid, unfortunately i already got in contact with that kind of ppl and i can ensure you, they wouldn't spend a year talking to you to eventually do something...in few minutes they can cause harm, in months, weeks...i dont feel protected at all...when worse happened i knew that if i told you all i would hear is a "WE TOLD YOU" and be grounded bc "we are protecting you from causing more harm to yourself there"...
I was really considering leaving, but the team is small and we need help, i dont want to overwhelm our best mod, as she's basically running the server herself....I'm trying to be online and all, but its complicated...I'll give the support i can for now and when the team is strong enough i would prefeer leaving... (I'm still there but nothing has been happening, the community is ok, and ig I should bring the puppygirls word to qweek 😈)
Studies? I was so hyped for start studying for ENEM and do great and go to a great college but...its almost mid year and nothing...........
I feel overwhelmed every time i try to study...idk where to start, idk the past contents i missed...i fear i will fail even if i make effort...i feel exhausted even before starting...they said they wont "talk about it anymore"/remind me like if i was just lazy, but nooo i didn't planned my whole year for this stupid damn test...oh well...
Now I'm by myself, and tbh? I'll study just to piss them off...ill do great and shove on their faces bc i can't stand continue having my decisions and capacity questioned ALL THE FUCKING TIME! I'm not stupid, im not a child anymore...i don't say this bc "i know everything" but bc i know i do have knowledge at this point to at last have an opinion on things regarding to me... (Idk....I'm still feeling overwhelmed, but now i really have to try...already did my subscription so...yeah...good luck for me....)
The same goes for socials...ig that just bc "you don't agree" (fuck your agreement) on someone's identity, doesn't give you any right to exclude them...i feel tired, i can't see my friends, i can't say abt the ppl i love and act care for me without demanding me the world back just bc of damn blood whatever...i miss my friends and the ppl i love...i wish i could be there more often but i cant even text bc if he demands to see im fucked...or a whole essay abt where i met them or whatever...online friends? Prob a predator talking about literally anything with me to do smt...
Im not stupid, unfortunately i already got in contact with that kind of ppl and i can ensure you, they wouldn't spend a year talking to you to eventually do something...in few minutes they can cause harm, in months, weeks...i dont feel protected at all...when worse happened i knew that if i told you all i would hear is a "WE TOLD YOU" and be grounded bc "we are protecting you from causing more harm to yourself there"...
.°• ` [PART 2/4]
I was really considering leaving, but the team is small and we need help, i dont want to overwhelm our best mod, as she's basically running the server herself....I'm trying to be online and all, but its complicated...I'll give the support i can for now and when the team is strong enough i would prefeer leaving... (I'm still there but nothing has been happening, the community is ok, and ig I should bring the puppygirls word to qweek 😈)
Studies? I was so hyped for start studying for ENEM and do great and go to a great college but...its almost mid year and nothing...........
I feel overwhelmed every time i try to study...idk where to start, idk the past contents i missed...i fear i will fail even if i make effort...i feel exhausted even before starting...they said they wont "talk about it anymore"/remind me like if i was just lazy, but nooo i didn't planned my whole year for this stupid damn test...oh well...
Now I'm by myself, and tbh? I'll study just to piss them off...ill do great and shove on their faces bc i can't stand continue having my decisions and capacity questioned ALL THE FUCKING TIME! I'm not stupid, im not a child anymore...i don't say this bc "i know everything" but bc i know i do have knowledge at this point to at last have an opinion on things regarding to me... (Idk....I'm still feeling overwhelmed, but now i really have to try...already did my subscription so...yeah...good luck for me....)
The same goes for socials...ig that just bc "you don't agree" (fuck your agreement) on someone's identity, doesn't give you any right to exclude them...i feel tired, i can't see my friends, i can't say abt the ppl i love and act care for me without demanding me the world back just bc of damn blood whatever...i miss my friends and the ppl i love...i wish i could be there more often but i cant even text bc if he demands to see im fucked...or a whole essay abt where i met them or whatever...online friends? Prob a predator talking about literally anything with me to do smt...
Im not stupid, unfortunately i already got in contact with that kind of ppl and i can ensure you, they wouldn't spend a year talking to you to eventually do something...in few minutes they can cause harm, in months, weeks...i dont feel protected at all...when worse happened i knew that if i told you all i would hear is a "WE TOLD YOU" and be grounded bc "we are protecting you from causing more harm to yourself there"...
